If you were wondering:
I haven't declared my major yet,
My birthday is in 10 days, and
I'm not getting married/engaged/anything of the sort anytime soon.
Mostly because I got this text a couple days ago:
"I just lost the desire to see you. It didn't seem fun anymore..."
But. It's totally fine. Because after 6 months I finally feel like I can be myself again.
Example: The other night I went to a surprise party and it was so fun. I felt like a normal fun college kid again.
(I AM FUN. JUST MAYBE NOT WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE...)
And last night I went to a show at the Death Star with some friends and there were only like 12 people there total. But I danced like a crazy person and it was awesome.
Also this happened:
"I look like Jasmine..."
So...basically all my dreams are coming true.