There is a boy that rides a very small, very loud, very bright green motorbike type contraption around this neighborhood all the time. I want to as him for a lift someday.
Instead of posting all the negative things I've been thinking lately,
I'm going to try and be positive.
I will try to be the best person I can be. Super nice, happy, reading my scriptures, being friendly to people at school, praying....all while not being phony. Genuinely happy.
And if I still feel like I'd rather be living at home in 4 weeks because things just aren't working out...then maybe it's okay if I take a break. I have a scholarship for summer. I could get two, maybe three more general eds out of the way for free. But I'm just. Still. So stuck in transition.
Is it bad that I'd rather escape?
I just want to say: Neverending story is not a song (or movie) that should give one the license to call the listener a "psycho",
and Clueless is not a film for 9 year olds. It's sophisticated. IT'S EMMA. I almost cried tonight because someone was dissing Clueless. Then again they were doing so after I said "That's like my favorite movie!" so it felt kinda personal. I'M SO SENSITIVE ahhhhhhhhhh.
What am I going to do tomorrow? Sleep in till forever. Shower. Eat. Watch hulu? Curl my hair? Walk to 7-11?
Steal that green motorbike?