Pajama Jeans aren't even comfy

So I'm in that transition period between Winter and Spring right now. I guess we all are. But this year it's the kind where I'm still in Provo, a lot of my friends have left, and I feel sad A LOT.
And I unbutton my pants at work like, EVERY DAY. (sorry I'm not sorry)
I've been trying to distract myself and tell myself that things are fine. Like, you know, I have class and work and I still have cool roommates and some friends in the ward and my family and things.
But transitions prove to be hard regardless. And life is hard.

So I think about what would make me happier.

1. A PILE of kittens. Just like a whole big pile of them.
2. Musical friends that I could be in a band with. (Yesterday I happened upon some gentlemen in Condo Row who play in a band and offered my services to them but turns out I'll probably never see them again because of strangers are danger/awkward.)
3. Being back in Seattle.
4. Being in California with Christy.
5. Being in Europe with the rest of freaking everyone I know in the world. Like seriously? I feel like everyone goes on a Study Abroad. Why can't I do that? Where's my thousands of dollars?!
6. Being skinnier.
7. Having cuter clothes.
8. Hanging out on 100block again.
9. I dunno. Maybe like a soda. Maybe a boyfriend.

 BOYS. FRICK. I guess it's also that time of the year where I unrealistically daydream about dating everyone that I come in contact with until I eventually remember "how my life works" and give up. LOL.

In the meantime, here's a picture of Nancy holding Tyler's nephew Sterling--AKA the cutest ball of baby ever--Also for your viewing pleasure, a little Mexican boy with a bowl cut that I saw in Seattle. Adorable.

I know that life is good and that things will turn out okay. I do. But
sometimes I just freaking want to know what's coming next and what I should be doing with my life. And I just sometimes wish for a giant pile of kittens. That's all. 


Brissa said…
i completely understand. this transition time can suck sometimes. i went through the same thing a few years ago.
that being said, you take the kitty pile, i'll take the puppies. EVERYONE goes on study abroads. sometimes more than one. HOW ARE PEOPLE SO FILTHY RICH?!?!?! i'll be your friend. i'll be in a band with you (i'm not very good), but i will. we can ride bikes and drink soda and be friends.
i hope you know i'm serious. especially about the puppies.
Emily Rigby said…
Puppies are pretty good I guess. They tend to lick people more than kittens, but we'll forgive them for the cuteness.

Okay let's be friends! I loooove bikes and soda and music. All great things. It's a deal. srsly.
Natalie said…
Agreed. agreedo(Star Wars).
I think you need to buy a GIANT 7-eleven mug. Then you'll feel better...
Or come hang out with me and Kelly. :)
Christy Lee said…
I just creeped on your BLEERG...and read this post. And I am now crouching on my bed crying into my elbow because I WANT YOU TO BE IN CALIFORNIA AND I WANT YOU TO GO ON STUDY ABROAD WITH ME.....!! and I miss getting snowcones!! AND I WOULD LOVE KITTENs...PARTICULARLY IN PILES.. boooooooooo! ok maaaybe I call you in five minutes.

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