I want to Vomit.

I'm reading the bell jar and she just...gets so sad sometimes. for no reason. i feel like that right now. i feel like i'll never get a decent print. i feel helpless and too kind and hate myself for that.
i'm really glad i finally started a blog. it's different than myspace and it's different than a journal and i'm glad i started this.
i hate using capitols when i type and it doesn't do it for you. get used to that.
i don't have time to make this first blog very good.
but i will write later.
i will vomit more words to get rid of this feeling in my stomach.