Entry of choice #1

So I was looking through my book of "Lyrics/Poems?" that I started in like 10th grade last night...It's weird how I don't even remember writing some of the stuff in there. And like half of it is unfinished. That's always my problem. Not finishing. Anyway I thought I'd post some of it...

Struggling with paranoia
My secret making friends
Oblivious are those who know me
who think they know me
And even those who truely know me
don't quite understand
Try and relate
Try and rid me of it
for a while i may be fooled
but like the sea on a shore, the soft eroding wave
it will always return
my secret making friends
my painful paranoia